Realizing life sucks in every single way possible

Why can't everything just be like in books or in movies or whatever fictional world that is in every way better than reality? Where there's always a happy ending. Even if there's not a visible happy ending, there's always (emphasis in always) a good thing going on in the background. But no, I have to settle with my crappy little life and sit still without complaining. And no, this does not mean that I am depressed, it just means that I'm tired of bad things coming non-stop while I stand here waiting for that silver lining part. Well guess what people: there is no silver lining. None. Zero. Nonexistent. And this is me opening my eyes a little bit too late and hopefully helping whoever reads this to open theirs. So from now on, I'll see things just as they are. I will not look for a hidden meaning of anything. No more let downs for this girl.